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    Friday, 28 March 2008


    today hasnt been very pleasant... during pe... we were playing volleyball... quite fun... but it left my forearms stinging... now they are covered in red spots... supposed "minor blood vessels ruputured"... im not that worried... then there was chinese... i mean laoshi made it seem as if i dint do my zuowen at home on purpose... i wanted to!! i did a little bit.. but i reached home like f***ing late lorh... i reached home at 7.40pm... ate dinner and bathed... 8.40pm... started racking my brains for ideas to put into zuowen... trying to understand what laoshi would be looking for... 9.00pm... started writing... ended at 10.10pm... couldnt keep my eyes open... went to sleep... today she was like "i give you half an hour to finish up" fine... i tried... dint manage to finish... so she gave me and a few others until the end of the lesson... then i was writing the last few words... when she said, "i have to go for meeting with principal... once i step out of this classroom its zero marks" so i rushed... and then she just stepped out... walk damned fast lorh... like she dint want my zuowen anymore... wtf lorh... she shouldnt be that harsh right... i would like to see HER with cca that ends at 6+ and still mark our hw by TMR... giving her less than one day to do it... i dont see why she keeps comparing us to her sec 4 students... in case she HASNT noticed... we are 2 TWO years away frm sec 4... *no offence to any sec 4 ppl reading this*... she has never taught sec 2... in sec 2 teachers are not as harsh as those teaching sec 4... because if im not wrong... sec 4's expectations are higher bcos they have more experience... so why do we have to have the same expectations? i dont mind the extra info... but just bcos the sec 4s can finish one zuowen in half an hour doesnt mean all of us can... if you can... then too bad for me... so pissed...
    i have recently read this book on how to control your anger... it is a sort of buddhist book... but yea... it makes sense... i shall apply the one where they say... when you feel anger building up in you... freeze and be like a block of wood... ignore outside influences... think only about how anger harms the health... how one should not be pissed... and reellaaxxxxxzzzz... so now im going to do other hw... like SMP!!! wh00ts!!!


    - left behind at 20:27