living in a fast paced world

why is it that when i want to start work, i end up doing something else?

why is it that even during the holidays, we are given homework?

why is it that when discussing you guys are so enthu, but when it comes to actually doing it, you make up all sorts of crap excuses?

why is it that when i approach you for the work, you just move further away?

why is it that after planning for so long, when it is confirmed you don't show up?

why is it that i cannot get through to any of you?

why is it so hard to except the fact that i'm just the way i am?

why is it so hard to understand why you're like that?

why is it so hard to do what is needed?

why is it so hard for you to understand what the word "holiday" really means?

why do you keep doing this?

why do you make me so annoyed?

why do you not want to stop?

why can't you put in a bit of effort?

why can't you let me trust you?

why can't you just be somebody likeable?

why won't you answer me?

- left behind at 17:00